Ash Wednesday-February 6, 2008

Today is Ash Wednesday, the day Lent begins, 40 days before Good Friday. The Bible doesn't mention Ash Wednesday, or even Lent, so there isn't any special blessing because I choose to observe Ash Wednesday. To me, it's a personal choice to identify myself as a Christian, to reflect on my sins. Lent is a time of preparation for Jesus' resurrection, traditionally known as Easter. It's just a special time to where focus is on Jesus' death and resurrection. During my devotion this morning, I asked the Holy Spirit to help me keep focused on God and remember that life isn't about ME, but Him. I talk to God frequently, very informally, actually. I pretend He is sitting right in front of me. Sometimes, I envision Him rolling His eyes and with a sigh say, "Okay, child, what now?" but He already knows what's in my heart, He just likes to hear me say it with my mouth. If I was Him, I think I would smack myself up the side of the head, but He has other ways of getting my attention. Not always comfortable ways either. But, I know God loves me more than He loves my comfort, so I shouldn't complain about the discomfort it may cause me at times. So, today, I will be going to church, receive the body and blood of Christ in communion and remember the One who gave His body and blood for me, the sinner that I am.